Friday, January 22, 2016

Blue Happy Pills

Darkness Falls, Sign of a re-occuring hell
Emotions disappearing, nothing but an empty shell
No one to listen, no one to tell 

Personality fades, no emotions or feelings
Getting worse, when promised to be healing

Depression goes away, but drags happiness along
no longer able to tell right from wrong

Who Am I ? Not knowing anymore
Going Insane, everything I was behind a locked door

I know they key, the deadly happy blue pills
If stopped, disease attacks and I will surely be killed
Realizing my needs will never be fulfilled

No ! Can never go back to where I once had been
But it's already happening,
Memories erupting from deep within

Pills no longer helping, I can't go on
I cannot survive again, maybe It's time to move on....