Life has become unbearable, I can't go on like this.
i cannot take it anymore
i try and try and try and wind up with nothing
All my hopes and dreams are disappearing
not because they aren't coming to life, they are
I just don't want anything anymore
I don't want to fight
I don't want to study
I don't want to breathe
I just want to die
I don't know how it started, i used to be so happy
Nothing i do cheers me up anymore
suicidal thoughts have been way worse, but I can no longer supress them
I will fail, i just know it
everyone is annoying now
everything is a burden now
I am under 500 pounds and I cannot breathe
Being diagnosed did not make a bit of difference
I am still living in hell
I cannot live like this
If this is even considered living.....
